I'm a perfectionist, by nature. I can't do something I'm not committed to, neither can I accept an assignment when I know I can't do a perfect job. Honestly, I'm my own worst boss. I'm not easily pleased and I push myself to do a better job.
I guess you get the point, right? Things need to change a bit, or actually I need to change.
I have given myself an assignment, something else from what I useally do. When I feel like I'm pushing msyelf too much again, I'm gonna draw the thing that's on my mind. These drawings do not require anything. No theme, no deadline, no prettiness, no pressure. Just do it without thinking. Like a diary, to shake my troubles off.
I've cut out several 15cm x 15cm squares to draw it on. No computer, only analogue. That's the only restriction.
So, here's the first one: